Digging out

I feel really sick right now. Not as in "sick" sick, but the sickness you feel when something isn't right. I have been fighting with my mom all week. We can not seem to find solid ground. When will this panic attack lift? I thought my mom and I were finally getting along, but it seems like we are falling apart again. The troubles with my mom and I is just one of my problems.

The thing that really makes me mad is that I have this amazing God that I can ask to help me, but here I am still stuck in this hole. My fire for God seems to be dying.

I do not know what else to say.

Praying for hope,
Emily