On Friday I was walking through the maplewood mall and I thought I saw my ex. Last night I had a dream that he got his memory of me erased. (no I did not watch eternal sunshine) I really want to see him again, but I'm scared to meet the boy who isn't my boyfriend much less my friend. We loved each other from the start. Now we are cold towards each other. I want to see him so I can face the reality of who he is, but I am honestly really scared. In my dream I saw him and he didn't even know who I was. I might as well face it. We don't know each other anymore. We aren't gonna be a part of each others lives anymore. I need to face the reality. As soon as I face the reality I will be able to move on. Will I be able to face the reality without seeing him in real life or will I have to wait until we meet face to face?
What will it take?
Emily
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